possibilist fanfiction—21, paris. give the bruises out like gifts. also currently: metalepsis, trauma & performance theory, coffee--no room, pinot noir, calloused hands, the haunt of autumn. quinn fabray. carmilla karnstein.
a) carmilla’s smugness in ep24 is like centuries levels of defcon smug I’m laughing
b) (other than that carmilla is so banging) that was my biggest issue with danny—laura isn’t someone who wants to be saved, so A+ for the writers for bringing abt a discussion of that
1. crush by richard siken
2. written on the body by jeanette winterson
3. for the record: sexuality & the colonial archive by anjali arondekar
4. tender buttons by gertrude stein
5. where the wild things are by maurice sendak
(bonus: just kids by patti smith)
i posted carmila things on my a03 if you’d prefer to read/comment there :)
go watch all of carmilla now go do it!
1—I’ve gotten all of your prompts & loved all of your prompts & am going to try to fill as many as a can you guys are just too awesome & have given me way too many. but I love it. & I promise I’ll fill some.
2—someone in france come drink a large amount of wine/beer/vodka in the park at like 11pm tonight with me pls this is all I want from life
all I can think of here is laura & carmilla someone stop me
update I’m just getting weird drunk(but not bc of carmilla unfortunately bc of rl things lol)
[carmilla’s birthday, angst, fluff. carmilla x laura.]
all work & no play (let me count the bruises)
only bad people live to see/ their likeness set in stone/ what does that make me?
—lorde, ‘still sane’
She’s acting especially apathetic and miserable today, not that you should care, but you, unfortunately, do—more every day, which is even worse.
Currently she’s sprawled on her bed facedown in leggings and an oversized flannel. Other than one of the fingers on her left hand pressing out a little rhythm on the side of her mattress, you’d probably think she was dead.
prompt—love it! I’ve gotten so many prompts that I can’t fill them all but I really do like this one & will try to get to it, promise promise :)
ot3—I totally & passionately support healthy, safe, & consensual polyamory irl & when they’re portrayed like that in fandom (as they usually are, p sure?) I’m down. personally I think Laura & Danny would actually be hugely functional & adorable as a couple which makes them suuuuuuper boring to write hahaha. I also think that if carmilla actually fell in love & risked ostensibly all of eternity again to be in a real relationship with anyone—laura or otherwise—it probably would be a monogamous relationship. however, that’s just my reasoning & prolly a bit of personal bias bc I absolutely love carmilla & laura’s dynamic (dyad). but I’ve seen some awesome ot3 stuff out there, & that’s a really cool & inclusive thing to have access to, even if I don’t write it myself.